Philippeans 2
12 Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling,
13 for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.

Lord, i feel like like that’s definitely me w/o Keith around to sponsor me…. working it out with fear and trembling. i pray that You’ll help me to do it with LESS fear and LESS trembling and Lord, i don’t know why, but right after CR the first time, i had a profound sense of You working through me “both to will and to work for Your good pleasure.” It appears that i have lost most of that dependence, and that awareness. i pray for it back! i want to know that You got my back… Not only do you got my back, but You got my front too and that You are in charge of what i do on this earth! Lord, there are so many things i need to do, i pray You’ll help me wade through which things are the right things! Now i trust that You will help me to do the right things today… i’m yielding my life to You today and believing that You are in control. Thank You for helping me remember this! Help me to talk to Cindy again with wisdom and to accomplish what You want! i love You Lord!