Matt 7

7 “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
8 For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened.
9 Or which one of you, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone?
10 Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a serpent?
11 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him!

Lord… wow!!!! This whole thing with Keith is insane… why? Why couldn’t You have just provide for him and his needs! He knocked and asked for years! He was trying to do the right thing! Lord, while i have these questions… i still have my shield of faith that just says… he shoulda waited… how do we know it wouldn’t have been just a couple more weeks before all the finance problems would be taken care of… We don’t. Lord, You are big and in charge and You have a plan even if we don’t know it or believe it’s a good one. Lord, i love You sooooooo much! i reeeeeealllly need You now if i’m supposed to run CR. i know i can do it with You and a strong support team! Lord, i love You!!! Fortify me in this time… shine through me so it’s undeniable that it’s You. i don’t want people to talk about me…. i want them to talk about You! Lord, help me to say Friday what You want me to say.. i have a feeling You want me to talk about the prostitute and Jesus telling the Pharisees to throw the first stone… i pray that You’ll give me courage and strength! i love You!