God, i don’t know why… but right now i’m having problems studying for Friday! i need inspiration from You Lord! i pray You’ll give me some nuggets that i need. i pray that i’ll listen to You. Lord, i thank You so much for giving me the peace and the confidence to do the welcome/announcements on Sunday. It felt so right! But why is it so hard to feel that way while preparing? why do i have to be so nervous? And why do i have to sit in my room all day and come up with nothing? Lord, i pray that You will come in and annoint me and my words and my thoughts. i pray that it would be so amazing that it would be clear that it is You. Lord, one thing that bugs me about CR is that it’s hard to feel passionate… it’s hard to feel annointed. i don’t know why. Please help me to get over that. Lord, i pray that You would helps us to run CR and do CR in a way that will help us to reach all the hurting people in BrunsCo. i know You can do it. i know You are in charge of this ministry. Lord, i feel so small sometimes… so impotent. Lord… i know that’s a good thing, cuz sometimes, it makes me lean on You like i am trying to do now, but it’s crippling! i pray that You would annoint me for the this ministry! Help me to be your servant here.. used in powerful ways. Lord, i want to be like Daniel and Joseph and Meshach, Shadrach and Abednego! i want to be used by You to influence others to serve You. i want to be what i see in Perry Noble… where there is no shame to speak the Gospel of Christ! i want to be passionate and filled up with Your truth so that it spills out in everything i do… and not just my opinion on it, but actually YOUR words! Lord, i trust that You will make this Friday go well. i trust that You will work with me and help me to write this down so i can start memorizing. i trust that You will help me to memorize it, because it’s so much a part of who i am!
But Lord, enough about me. i pray that You would work on Mitch in ways that are beyond believable… i pray that You absolutely cure him from his issue with sexual addiction. i pray that he would come out the other side with the kind of passion that he’s claiming right now. i pray that You will absolutely light a fire under his butt, so he cannot sit down or be lazy… that he would have no choice but to keep moving and acting! Lord, i thank You for what You have done in the past couple days, and i pray that it would not be for nought… i pray that You’ll give me the strength to do the right thing, no matter the circumstance… i pray that for me in all of my dealings.. Lord, You are absolutely sovereign and i trust You!