God, here i am… i am empty and dry and i need you. i don’t know why i’m so upset and on edge… Although, i do believe it might have something to do with not having accountability. Lord, i pray You’ll give me wisdom about getting and keeping the right kind of accountability. i need somebody! But truly what i really need is YOU! and sometimes, i just don’t remember that or rely on that, or remember all the good that’s happening, or believe in the good that will happen. Lord, i’m finding myself wanting to control so many circumstances around me. No matter what i do, it doesn’t matter! If i cannot control a circumstance, than You are in control of it. If CR falls to the ground, it’s ok because You are over it! If You want all the hurting people in BrunsCo to find out about CR, You will make it happen! Lord, i pray You’ll give me wisdom for what to do each day with CR i pray You’ll give me the wisdom & strength to do the things that i need to do that i don’t want to do. Right now, i really feel like i’ll do whatever it takes. For some reason, every week that i have to speak, i become vulnerable to my emotions, and thoughts. i’m just going to confess it to You and just give it to You palms up. God, please give me the kind of faith that pleases You! i want it so bad! Lord, for today, i am going to commit to have faith… to just trust You with everything that’s going on. You are absolutely in charge, and that’s all i need! i love You! Thank You for the grace You’re already giving me today and for the grace You don’t quit giving me. Thank You for the guys around me who are changing and for the people around me who ARE giving back in so many ways. Lord, You are majestic, You are loving, You are caring, You are powerful, You are to be feared, You are provisional, You are generous, You are consistent, You are trustworthy, You are gracious, You are available, You are personal.