I’m still feeling panicked and pressured. Lord, I have been completely neglecting my relationship with You and reading Your Word. You know my heart and mind and You know how close I am to the edge of depression. Lord, please help me to climb back out. Strengthen me, fortify me, and wrap me in Your arms of love. Grant me peace and wisdom. Lord, I know quitting my job was a step of faith, so I pray that You’ll honor that faith by providing for our family. I pray You’ll give me the strength I need to push through and keep doing the next right thing.

Please help me as I’m working through this proposal for Zao. I’m struggling with it… Mainly the idea of it. And I pray You’ll help me to own it and to win the contract with the client.

I love You. Right now I need to fall back into Your arms and let You catch me.

Lord, right now I feel panicked and pressures from every side. There are just too many things going on, and I’m not sure how to handle them all.  Please help me to get through these next couple weeks. Please help me to help Wyatt get the site in a good place. Please help me to know how to move forward there. Lord, I just pray for wisdom and peace. Thank You for all that You do for me. I love You!

“…but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.”
‭‭Philippians‬ ‭3:12‬b ‭

Lord, it’s all about finding my purpose for which You paid.

Romans 13-16

Lord, thank You so much for causing my convo with Brad about me quitting to go well, and that It was covered in grace. I pray You give me wisdom going forward, to do the things that are right for my future etc, and I especially pray that You will help me to provide for my family. We’re so comfortable right now that it’s hard to know what we “need”, but I pray You will provide for us in a way that makes us that much more dependent and thankful for You. I just thank you for this exciting time in my life, and I pray You will expand my borders, like You did with Jabez. I love You!

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Lord, you know the stress/panic I’m under right now w/ work. Everything seems to be going badly at all turns. Please help me to keep a good attitude, and please help me to do the right thing, no matter what. Lord, I’m meeting w/ Troy tomorrow to try to figure out my next moves. I pray that You’ll give him wisdom and me as well. That we would do whatever brings you the most glory. Thank You for my job, and thank you for all the things You have provided for me.

Lord, I just pray for peace today. Give me peace and wisdom. I love you.

Romans 1-3

Lord, we are in a big decision time with a huge potential future shift. Please please please give us wisdom. I don’t want to do this if there is any reason we shouldn’t. I definitely don’t want to cause Justin’s company to falter. Lord, I pray you’ll bless the both of us the way you blessed Daniel, and his friends in Babylon because they lived righteously. Lord, I pray, like Jabez, that You will expand my borders.

Lord You know how miserable my current job is for me, and You know my internal thoughts. Lord, I pray that if/when I make my exit, that I will do it in the most honorable way possible. I pray that it will make a lasting impact on my employers.

I also pray that Justin and I will approach this as transparently and honest as possible and with the intention of doing the right thing for each other and our families.

Lord, thank you for putting Justin and his company always on my mind.

Lord, above all, I pray that this move would bring You glory. You are the author of life and I pray that those around me would see that.

Acts 24-26

Lord, thank You for the example you’ve given us with Paul. Right now, I’m reading about Paul’s trials with Felix, Festus, and Agrippa. Lord, I pray that if you have me in the place I am to be a witness like Paul, that You would make me that witness. I can trust You to empower and embolden me.

Lord, I’m also taking some huge career steps in the last week and in the weeks to come by talking with Justin Sainton about possible partnership. You know my heart, so I pray that You will bless this journey and you will bless Justin and his family for considering me, and for, eventually, bringing me on as a full partner. I pray You will bless me, and all the things I touch while I am with Him. Lord, I pray that You’ll help me to make the transition smoothly and correctly. That it will bring You glory in amazing ways. Lord, You know my heart. I pray that You will make any wickedness in me known and that I would not be in denial. I want to move forward knowing that You have called me to do so. Lord, I’m stepping out in faith to move forward with Justin, and I am placing all my trust in Your hands that You will adjust my path if I need to change directions. I pray You’ll protect my heart from disappointment and discontentment and resentment. And Lord, above all that, I pray the decision I make is the best decision I can make for my family. You made it very clear that my family is my priority right now over ministry, so with that, I trust You to guide me j to the decisions that are best for them.

Lord, I thank You so much! You have given me so much, and I pray that I am a good steward of what You have given me. I love You

Acts 21-23

Lord, thank you for your power. This morning was a crazy rain and wind storm, and it’s comforting to me that You are in charge of it all! You made it all and You are in it all.

Lord, I pray You’ll help me to have a great week. I pray that I’ll have standout character despite what comes up. I pray that others will see my words and actions and desire to have what I have. Lord, I pray that You’ll help me to use my job as a platform for your glory. I pray You’ll both give me the opportunities, and the courage to speak your name and glorify You.

Lord, I also pray that You’ll help me with my quiet time. Right now, it’s super hit and miss. I pray You’ll put a desire in my heart for this fellowship with You. The passion and desire needs to burn from the inside and out, and Lord, I beg You for that. There is nothing more satisfying than being satisfied in You. Fill me with You!

Thank you for Meagan and all that she does in our family. She is incredible, and I pray You’ll help her to keep it up! I also pray you’ll give me the empathy and encouragement to encourage her in what she does.

I love you!

Lord, I’m so distracted today, and I have to get this project plan going. Please give me the supernatural ability to focus and work on it and knock it out. I love you so much.

Acts 16-18

The God who made the world and everything in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in temples made by man, nor is he served by human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself gives to all mankind life and breath and everything. — Acts 17:24-25

Lord, this is is your planet, and I am but a small vessel in it, but I KNOW that you give me my life, breath and everything. Thank you so much for my review that happened last Monday. My bosses had nothing but good to say and it is clear that your favor is on me. Thank you for my job/career and the million blessings that come along with it.

Lord, I pray that you’ll help me do my job to your glory today. I am working on a plugin that will help our co. but it feels super hard to justify it. Please help me to make the right choices. Please give me peace, and do what the serenity prayer says.

Lord, I also pray over the argument that Meagan and I are having around getting up with the kids in the morning. I have a lot of resentment towards her because of my personal feelings of guilt combined w/ my feelings of justification. Right now, I don’t know which side is more accurate, or either. Please give me discernment and help to make the right choice there. Help me to be gracious and loving to Meagan.